Banyak benda aku nak cerita ni! Hahaha. Well, lama dah tak update blog kan? Hihi

Firstly, rindu sangat-sangat nak luahkan perasaan dekat sini. Tak update blog dalam jangka masa yang agak lama lah jugak kan? Mungkin ada sebab tersendiri:') Cewahhh. Seperti yang korang tahu^^

Semenjak aku menghilang seketika dalam facebook, twitter and blog ni jugak, sebernanya banyak masalah dan perkara yang aku perlu selesaikan dulu. Masalah pertama, internet bapak belum bayar. Hahahaha. Yalahh, kalau belum bayar macam mana nak online kan?? Hihi. Masalah kedua, homework yang bertimbun-timbun. OMG! Banyak sangat kena buat. Terutamanya untuk subject Kimia. Teacher? Why you do this to us? There is no time for me to update my blogggggggg:( Okay. Memang tugas kita sebagai seorang pelajar:)

     Masalah ketiga, kesihatan aku yang tak berapa sihat. Sampai sekarang masih batuk-batuk and flu. Okaylahh, sudah semakin membaik. And the last problem is, my boyfriend;p Haha. Semua lahh ada masalah tersendiri kan? Sometimes, we need to be alone. Get time for yourself. Am i right? Muahahaha. Sorryx) Broken english. My past post looks really sad and yes, the problems are actually both of us did wrong. Do you know what i mean? Maksudnya, aku dengan gerek aku dua-dua yang melakukan kesalahan. Maybe, it is more to me;D hahaha.

      Yeahh. I'm so sorry sayang. For never try to understand your situation. For never try to appreciate what you did. Im so sorry. Actually, he just wanted me to spend some personal time thinking what should i do when we got problems, try to be more open-minded and respect others problems. He was so stress when i sent a text saying "You're totally different". Ofcourse he will say i am different too. Because i never do that to him before. He were totally sad and mad at me. He din't text me or even call me for a week. From that day, i try to speak with him, ask him to be honest with me, what was going on?? And he reply me, "I'm so sorry for all mistakes that i did to you. Sorry for making you sad and make you disappointed with all that i do. Seriously, i never meet someone like you. Who always patient with my attitude. Really love you Maya. Miss you really much".

            When i read he's text, my tears were begins to flow. OMG. Apa lah aku polah nya rasa bersalah macamtok kan? Lepas kejadian tok berlaku, baru aku faham. Sik semua masalah kita selesaikan dengan pasangan atau couple kita, sometimes we need to solve it by ourself. Selepas kejadian tok, aku dengan gee pun makin okay dan kembali bahagia semula:) Although it takes times to understand he's problems, finally, this problem have been solve by telling with heart. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Telling with heart??!! Hahaha. Telling what you feel. It seems like, telling with honest laa.

            After that, we become more closer like before^^ Seriously, aku sik pernah rasa terlalu cinta+sayang macamtok. Sumpahhhh, baru pertama kali aku rasa bila bersama dengan gee, aku rasa bahagia sangat-sangat. No one can treat me like he did to me. Bila aku dengan nya, aku rasa happy gilak. Apa-apa perkara yang aku polah dengan nya, semuanya polah aku bahagia.

             Bila bertemu, rasa seronok gilak. When i stares to his eyes, he will smile at me. Then, he kissed my forhead. And say "Iloveyou". Awwwwwwwwwww:* Sikpernah orang polah aku macamya sebelum tok. Okaylah, aku rasa cukuplah sampai disini. Cewahhhhhhhh. Lain kali datang lagi okay? Got work to do right now:(

#To my love, Garry Indra, sayangggggggg! I will always love YOU ♡ XOXO